I almost forgot that today's my blogging day!

Seems like the real fun for this blog is beginning. At first when we've just started this blog, everyone was enthusiastic about it and nobody would forget to blog. (Except for me, who was busy with assignments then and now, exams.) And now, even fairytaiI forgot. Least expected that.

Anyways, no interesting updates today because I've been procrastinating studying and having exams. The first paper was on Tuesday, which I was so unprepared for. (I think I've mentioned this many times.) I really crapped my way through. Checked for answers after the paper and I realised I got some points mixed up. I hope the person who's going to mark my paper will be like what one of my lecturers said, merely looking at main points and not thoroughly reading through the crap. Pray hard man pray hard.

Not going to tweet about this entry because there's nothing much. So there's no need to "invite" other people here.

Can't wait for this Saturday. Nothing much, just the end of examinations and the start of holidays! Then 16th December, can't wait to go back to Swiss Cottage Secondary School with people of my batch. I know I'm not close to many people but I still feel very happy to be invited. I swear I'm going to be more open and try to talk to as many people as possible. The main thing is to have fun!

Then the next big thing would be my Korea trip. I really wish that I have a camcorder with me ): I told a few people that I want a camcorder but they all replied with "For what?". I said that I want to film during the trip and one of my friend said "Just use your digital camera." I know that too. But the video quality of my Samsung camera isn't that great. And I think it's limited to 20 minutes of filming. (Not too sure if it's the memory space or battery life. The website didn't specify.)

Too bad it's my 20th birthday last week. If it's my 21st, then I'd definitely ask for one =/ It's not on impulse or because of the trip. I had wanted a camcorder since very long ago. I think it's either before I got my first digital camera or a little while after that. (Do you even remember when I got my first digital camera? I don't. LOL) The trip just gives me a stronger feeling of wanting to get one, because I'll finally get a chance to film something special. I don't know what else I'll be able to film if I can only get my very own camcorder AT THE END of next year. The end of the world? LOL.

But then again, camcorders are so much more expensive.

Woops. What a big chunk or camcorder/technology related stuff there. There's another thing I'm interested in. Recently, I've been looking at make-up courses. Then there's this Diploma in Photographic, Bridal, Fashion Makeup and Hairstyling that I'm so interested in. But I doubt I'll be able to take this course anytime soon since I'm taking my Diploma right now. And everyone would expect me to carry on with a Degree instead of taking another Diploma (AGAIN), especially since I've wasted so much time and money on not getting my previous Diploma -.-

Suddenly feel so useless. I keep depending on my mom. I can't expect her to pay for this 3rd Diploma. Even if she's willing to pay for me, I should get my Degree first, so that I have something to fall back on. And also, I should stop letting people down. If I'm going to pay for it myself, I'd definitely have to wait until I finish my Degree, work for a period of time, before I have the money. All these would definitely take at least 2 years =/

I really hate fixed working schedules & being trapped in a single working space. I see myself being happy as a free lance make-up artist, most probably a bridal one because of the happiness I'll get seeing the brides getting married happily and beautifully. And most importantly, I get to travel around. I could have been a freelance musician if I completed my first Diploma but that would mean I'd be stuck in recording studios for long hours (sometimes days and nights). I'd soon develop a phobia for the recording studio, hate the place and be reluctant to step back in. (Which already kinda happened while I was taking the Diploma.)

I suddenly have a feeling that my stubbornness for perfection might be put into good use in this profession because looking perfect is what every bride wants in the most important day of their life isn't it?

Wow. I said there's nothing much for me to update and I wrote this much. Sorry for tiring your eyes out hahahaha.

If I had to choose only one of the above wants, I'd choose the Diploma. But right now, I should get back to reality and start studying. Bye~

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